I truly feel we have drifted. I don’t know if you’re going to read this or not but I want to let it out. I read the letters you wrote to me again tonight. I can’t believe how perfect the letters were. They made me smile at the friendship we once had. It brought tears to my eyes because I feel that whatever was written in the letters aren’t exactly what’s happening in our relationship atm. We loved each other so much but now it feels like we’re not even a part of each other’s lives. I don’t even know if you still remember me and think of me the same way you used to. Through the past couple of months, we really have drifted and there’s change in you. Whether good or bad, I don’t even know. But that change has changed our friendship. I don’t know how to get back on track with you but now, you just seem cbf with me. Maybe I’m insecure but my gut feeling tells me that that ‘forever’ we both wrote down is fading. Like a rubber used so many times its worn out. We didn’t even think if ‘forever’ was actually possible and the many possibilities and outcomes in the future. You probably have other people in your life now and I am just somebody important from the past. I’ll remember you as the one person that meant so much to me but now maybe it’s time to let go of that. You made me smile and laugh. Made me feel comfortable and safe. I could never forget you. I just hope you’re happy in whatever you’re doing. My mind and spirit will always be with you no matter how apart we are physically and emotionally. 

- 4th July, 2010